i had not slept for almost two daes..i cant sleep when guilt surrounds me.its funny cause tmr i need to go school for choir..with my orange brown hair?can i enter the school?trying to sleep but accidentally drank milocafe(milo plus nescafe) and now my eyes are wide open..dark circle are starting to develop around my eyes..i don't wanna look like panda -__-".didnt ate much this few daes.today i ate fruits,fruits and more fruits..i wanna be someone new by 2009.ouhk now my stomach starts to grumble but i have to wait till thursdae to get my proper meal.im not gonna eat rice and other carbohydrates.

i really wanna noe how much weight i lost.but that freaking scale is gone.thnks to owner of the house who does not noe where they left it.GREAT!